Tests are coming, yet I am unable to absorb a single thing. Flip through PAS and manage to study some of pychology but not sociology. What about AAP? I think I gonna fail and then retake the whole dumb module.
Didnt attend Big Mark's (Da Mark) 23rd birthday at dragonfly. Somemore, I am unable to bring Baby in although XM can bring us in for free, but Baby hasnt reach the age of 21 or 23, so I didnt go. And then tomorrow Baby's having exam, so didnt go too. But anyway, happy birthday :) Please dont get drunk and start crying at the corner. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
The worst thing is I thought I can study at home since I didnt go. So msn, viwawa, mac delivery, tv and bed are enough distractions of the day. At least, I did my PAS... At the very least... No regrets.
Good luck to all my cliques for CT :D
TO MY DARDAR, STUDY HARD AND STOP THINKING ABOUT KANGKONG & MAC FRIES.
TO MY BABY, GIVE YOU ALL MY GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW AND ALL MY LOVELOVE :D
Friday, May 30, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Donate $$ to china
Rotted at home today like siao lang loh. Yesterday nearly rot at home, lucky Baby said he feel like going for window shopping, if not I sure can plant mushroom on my head. But then, leg still cant really walk. And Baby usually walk damn fast one loh, and with my "broken" leg, I have to walk damn slow..... So can imagine making him walk so slow.
I asked if he is not used to walking slow, he said "bo bian" -______- SOBSOB.
Went Bugis and Cathay yesterday. We have lots of stuffs to get but then leh, no $$ cos we are not working anymore. Nua around Cathay later on while waiting mummy to fetch me home. Wanted to eat rocher beancurd, but have to walk soooooooooo far............ hai shi suan le. HAHAHAH
Intend to go temple for some prayers but cant go cos of my leg, but at least today is slightly better, just dont wanna walk for e time being. Less pain but stieve luh. *forgive me okie*
Tests are coming.......... Study study study~
I asked if he is not used to walking slow, he said "bo bian" -______- SOBSOB.
Went Bugis and Cathay yesterday. We have lots of stuffs to get but then leh, no $$ cos we are not working anymore. Nua around Cathay later on while waiting mummy to fetch me home. Wanted to eat rocher beancurd, but have to walk soooooooooo far............ hai shi suan le. HAHAHAH
Intend to go temple for some prayers but cant go cos of my leg, but at least today is slightly better, just dont wanna walk for e time being. Less pain but stieve luh. *forgive me okie*
Tests are coming.......... Study study study~
Friday, May 23, 2008
SOB
FUCKING SIAN ARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today really not my day.
Yesterday during dance, I hurt my left foot.
Today, I sprained my fucking leg while heading to meet baby. -.- limped all the way loh.
And now I CANT WALK OR DANCE LIAO!!!!!!!!!
And this morning, I reached at 7.30-7.35am to wait for shuttle bus. The fucking bus minimize until mini van lah!!!! How to occupy all the students????!!! And this stupid van came at 8am instead of 7.40, and the 7.45 bus jolly well came at 8.10am, and where the fucking hell did the 7.50 bus go?????!!!!!! Hai.
So, I didnt want to go school already, but today is AAP lecture, and I told DAR I will be coming to school, so..... I fucking take cab down.
It cost me from simei to clementi..... $25.90..
Sian..
Today really not my day.
Yesterday during dance, I hurt my left foot.
Today, I sprained my fucking leg while heading to meet baby. -.- limped all the way loh.
And now I CANT WALK OR DANCE LIAO!!!!!!!!!
And this morning, I reached at 7.30-7.35am to wait for shuttle bus. The fucking bus minimize until mini van lah!!!! How to occupy all the students????!!! And this stupid van came at 8am instead of 7.40, and the 7.45 bus jolly well came at 8.10am, and where the fucking hell did the 7.50 bus go?????!!!!!! Hai.
So, I didnt want to go school already, but today is AAP lecture, and I told DAR I will be coming to school, so..... I fucking take cab down.
It cost me from simei to clementi..... $25.90..
Sian..
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Hi Ya!
Went MOS last sat lah. Smoove @ Main. Fun fun fun~ But went off early as Baby cmi liao. Evonne intend to join us but she went to St James. Its been a long time since I've club lah. Like since school started I've hardly have the time or cash to club. And getting broke so didnt want to club so often. I need sponsorship fast lah!!!!! But no hospital will want to sponsor me, unless I'm ah hai. HAHAHAHA.
Supposed to work for CL and I somehow pushed my stuffs behind liao, but was cancelled. Want to work cos somehow I wanna use those money to pay school stuffs. Now how to get my school stuffs sia. All important stuffs cant even be done. All because of money. Sian :(
Shall post the pictures soon.
Update soon also bah :D
Supposed to work for CL and I somehow pushed my stuffs behind liao, but was cancelled. Want to work cos somehow I wanna use those money to pay school stuffs. Now how to get my school stuffs sia. All important stuffs cant even be done. All because of money. Sian :(
Shall post the pictures soon.
Update soon also bah :D
Friday, May 16, 2008
MUAHAHAHA :D
My previous scare the freak out of my classmates! Heh! sMELly was the first one to nudge me in MSN and scold me! She said she will have nightmare and the image keep popping up in her mind. So to remind her about the picture, I always dot black inks on her lecture books, or to ask everyone view my blog, and today, I asked her to look at the papaya which the fruit stall uncle was cutting. She stare at the millions of black round seeds like X_X LOL
Of cos, I asked the rest of my classmates to visit my blog, and they went crazy. HAHAHAHA. They start to feel their nipples start to itch...... LOL :D
Okay I gonna cut the crap.....
Today is a bad day. Lectures were completely dying. I didnt listen much. Needed to wait for collection of uniforms and then there was long Q. Waited for so long, in the end that stupid auntie say come back on the 22nd. WTF leh... We were told today is the last day and die die also must go collect uniform. In the end no size. Really must take XXL and put belt at my waist liao...
I took bus 154 home and the bus is like suana lah. The aircon like heater loh! I was sweating like crazy, and worst of all there's only seat left at the left side, which means the sun will shine in throughout the whole journey. I wore long sleeved black top as I thought it will be a cold day, in the end leh... But lucky the bus was fast luh. Waited for 24 at eunos, and again, the bus machiam like heat house when I stepped in. And then sweat all the way to home, and even walking home.
Of cos, into my lala land for 3.5 hours and force myself to wake up. Here to blog as I rejected my friends for clubbing session at butter factory as tomorrow I have DS and meeting Baby in the morning. Cannot have a tired mood, if not I will get spanked by him. HAHAHAHAHAH.
Shall post some pictures here as my post is quite wordy....
My mum's set, I forgot what's that, but should be tempura set.
My Udon set, a big bucket of udon. HAHAHAHA.
Its tasteless, and I need to add the sesame thingy. Doesnt really taste nice luh..
:(
Only enjoyed this.. As usual... :)
-
Headed to another restaurant the other day, also a Japanese restaurant.
Their speciality is fried pork cutlet. Nice lah, but dont really favour crispy food.
I think this is cute leh, need to mash the seeds to put into the pork cutlet. Still, I dont like. HAHAHAHA.
A must-have for every Japanese food session :D
Surprisingly, this one not bad leh! LOL.
-
Random pictures with my Baby :)
Journey of sending me home after school. Me and his ah hai face. HAHAHA :) I think its the day we had dinner at a market near circuit road. I told him I feel like eating zhi cha, then he randomly pointed the market and we alight from bus. Shit him for not ordering my zhi cha and went to order oyster omelettle. He ate all cos I DONT LIKE IT! YUCKS..... hahahaah :D
Shall stop here as I wanna viwawa with BABY! Till then :D
Of cos, I asked the rest of my classmates to visit my blog, and they went crazy. HAHAHAHA. They start to feel their nipples start to itch...... LOL :D
Okay I gonna cut the crap.....
Today is a bad day. Lectures were completely dying. I didnt listen much. Needed to wait for collection of uniforms and then there was long Q. Waited for so long, in the end that stupid auntie say come back on the 22nd. WTF leh... We were told today is the last day and die die also must go collect uniform. In the end no size. Really must take XXL and put belt at my waist liao...
I took bus 154 home and the bus is like suana lah. The aircon like heater loh! I was sweating like crazy, and worst of all there's only seat left at the left side, which means the sun will shine in throughout the whole journey. I wore long sleeved black top as I thought it will be a cold day, in the end leh... But lucky the bus was fast luh. Waited for 24 at eunos, and again, the bus machiam like heat house when I stepped in. And then sweat all the way to home, and even walking home.
Of cos, into my lala land for 3.5 hours and force myself to wake up. Here to blog as I rejected my friends for clubbing session at butter factory as tomorrow I have DS and meeting Baby in the morning. Cannot have a tired mood, if not I will get spanked by him. HAHAHAHAHAH.
Shall post some pictures here as my post is quite wordy....
My mum's set, I forgot what's that, but should be tempura set.
My Udon set, a big bucket of udon. HAHAHAHA.
Its tasteless, and I need to add the sesame thingy. Doesnt really taste nice luh..
:(
Only enjoyed this.. As usual... :)
-
Headed to another restaurant the other day, also a Japanese restaurant.
Their speciality is fried pork cutlet. Nice lah, but dont really favour crispy food.
I think this is cute leh, need to mash the seeds to put into the pork cutlet. Still, I dont like. HAHAHAHA.
A must-have for every Japanese food session :D
Surprisingly, this one not bad leh! LOL.
-
Random pictures with my Baby :)
Journey of sending me home after school. Me and his ah hai face. HAHAHA :) I think its the day we had dinner at a market near circuit road. I told him I feel like eating zhi cha, then he randomly pointed the market and we alight from bus. Shit him for not ordering my zhi cha and went to order oyster omelettle. He ate all cos I DONT LIKE IT! YUCKS..... hahahaah :D
Shall stop here as I wanna viwawa with BABY! Till then :D
Monday, May 12, 2008
BLOGBLOG
Didnt blog for quite a number of days cos I dont have the time even though its during weekends. Shall use this time to blog a tiny while before heading to my lala land.
So what happened today? Long day at school. Boring and tired. Met up with Baby for dinner. Called him for 100000 times after my lesson but he didnt picked up the phone. I think he dont wan hear my voice loh. LOL. Ah Gu joined us and talk cock till 7plus and went home.
Its been a damn fking long time that I've club and I miss clubbing.
Anyway, I've got something gross to share. Its very disturbing......
This looks disgusting right. Dont know what kinda parasite is that, but actually it is feeding on a woman's breast fats and milk canal. The bra wasnt wash when brought, and then.......
It keep haunting me after I received and read this email. Please to all ladies, must wash your bra and panties okays!!! You do not know how much parasites is staying in your bra.... Wash cleanly!!!!
Shall do a better post next entry. Really no time ah...
LOVE LOVE MY BABY BABY :D
So what happened today? Long day at school. Boring and tired. Met up with Baby for dinner. Called him for 100000 times after my lesson but he didnt picked up the phone. I think he dont wan hear my voice loh. LOL. Ah Gu joined us and talk cock till 7plus and went home.
Its been a damn fking long time that I've club and I miss clubbing.
Anyway, I've got something gross to share. Its very disturbing......
This looks disgusting right. Dont know what kinda parasite is that, but actually it is feeding on a woman's breast fats and milk canal. The bra wasnt wash when brought, and then.......
It keep haunting me after I received and read this email. Please to all ladies, must wash your bra and panties okays!!! You do not know how much parasites is staying in your bra.... Wash cleanly!!!!
Shall do a better post next entry. Really no time ah...
LOVE LOVE MY BABY BABY :D
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
School
Today really damn crappy with Mel, Katkat and co. I really can die of laughing.
Nua in school today after lessons with Baby and Ah gu. They really got lots of craps loh. Make me die of laughing. Then become small things also funny. No link also funny. And ar, mouth non-stop eating with them around de loh. Didnt go kick-boxing for 2 weeks and I think I will die of fats sleeping in my tummy. Must cut down on tibits liaoz.....
I owe Ah gu 2 bowls of yong tau fu and finally I clear off my "debts". Lucky not expensive ar, if not ar.....
And for NSL, I decided to wear socks with slippers instead of only covered wawa shoes. My last toe will hurt the whole day if I wear it long loh. Sigh, must be ah hai liao.
Gonna study for my quiz liao, BYE!
Nua in school today after lessons with Baby and Ah gu. They really got lots of craps loh. Make me die of laughing. Then become small things also funny. No link also funny. And ar, mouth non-stop eating with them around de loh. Didnt go kick-boxing for 2 weeks and I think I will die of fats sleeping in my tummy. Must cut down on tibits liaoz.....
I owe Ah gu 2 bowls of yong tau fu and finally I clear off my "debts". Lucky not expensive ar, if not ar.....
And for NSL, I decided to wear socks with slippers instead of only covered wawa shoes. My last toe will hurt the whole day if I wear it long loh. Sigh, must be ah hai liao.
Gonna study for my quiz liao, BYE!
Sunday, May 04, 2008
That very day...
That very day, you left an impact in my heart, in my mind...
That very day, you screamed, you shouted, that left me speechless.
That very day, it was the first time I was so scared. I was very afraid. I saw an image of my past, my image of you. Finally, I understood the feeling, the feeling of being depressed, the feeling of being stabbed in the heart, the feeling of hurt. It just hurts so much.
I cant control. My tears keep rolling down while waiting to see you, my heart keep pounding like crazy, afraid I can never see you again. I prayed to god that you are safe, I prayed to hell, to the demons and devils to take me away if I couldnt see you again. I did not pray to heaven because I did not want to see you there. Regrets filled up my mind.
I was also filled with so much anger. I cant vent it out. All I can do was to think of venting it out when I see you.
And when I see the first sight of you, the hurt and sorrows from your eyes staring at me, and I could not bring myself to scold you, but only to stare at you like a fool, blaming myself for making you like this. Am I a loser or what?
I walked away. I dont even want to come back to you anymore. Because I couldnt bring myself to see you in such a state again. I dont want to see your sadness. I dont want to see you feeling so miserable. I'm afraid I couldnt control myself. I dont want to cry like a little girl anymore. But your grip was forceful; I couldnt resist staying, and I couldnt resist crying.
Tears and tears. They are just like raindrops from the dark clouds. The more you want it to stop, the more it couldnt and to pour even more.
You werent there to hug me. Just like I wasnt there for you when you are hurt. I wanted your touch, your embrace, but it was just cold air sweeping across my skin.
When finally I felt your arms hugging me tightly, I just cried like a little lost girl that has found her mother. I felt your embrace once again. I missed you so badly. I ignored how ugly I looked, how silly I was; the only thing I want to know is you are still there. Your presence, your touch meant so much to me at that moment. Why couldnt you just hold on to me earlier on?
It still took me time to say sorry to you. I couldnt stop crying and tearing. I cant control myself. I am hurt. It was too painful for me to handle.
Up till now, I couldnt bring myself to forget what happened that very day. When I see the impact you made both physically and mentally, I couldnt help but seeing the images flashing through my mind. I couldnt help but to feel the sharp pain in my heart. I couldnt help but to tear. I couldnt help... Those impact you made were too deep. I am affected, deeply affected.
Will things ever be the same again? Will time heal everything?
Hah, I can be a script writer liao.
That very day, you screamed, you shouted, that left me speechless.
That very day, it was the first time I was so scared. I was very afraid. I saw an image of my past, my image of you. Finally, I understood the feeling, the feeling of being depressed, the feeling of being stabbed in the heart, the feeling of hurt. It just hurts so much.
I cant control. My tears keep rolling down while waiting to see you, my heart keep pounding like crazy, afraid I can never see you again. I prayed to god that you are safe, I prayed to hell, to the demons and devils to take me away if I couldnt see you again. I did not pray to heaven because I did not want to see you there. Regrets filled up my mind.
I was also filled with so much anger. I cant vent it out. All I can do was to think of venting it out when I see you.
And when I see the first sight of you, the hurt and sorrows from your eyes staring at me, and I could not bring myself to scold you, but only to stare at you like a fool, blaming myself for making you like this. Am I a loser or what?
I walked away. I dont even want to come back to you anymore. Because I couldnt bring myself to see you in such a state again. I dont want to see your sadness. I dont want to see you feeling so miserable. I'm afraid I couldnt control myself. I dont want to cry like a little girl anymore. But your grip was forceful; I couldnt resist staying, and I couldnt resist crying.
Tears and tears. They are just like raindrops from the dark clouds. The more you want it to stop, the more it couldnt and to pour even more.
You werent there to hug me. Just like I wasnt there for you when you are hurt. I wanted your touch, your embrace, but it was just cold air sweeping across my skin.
When finally I felt your arms hugging me tightly, I just cried like a little lost girl that has found her mother. I felt your embrace once again. I missed you so badly. I ignored how ugly I looked, how silly I was; the only thing I want to know is you are still there. Your presence, your touch meant so much to me at that moment. Why couldnt you just hold on to me earlier on?
It still took me time to say sorry to you. I couldnt stop crying and tearing. I cant control myself. I am hurt. It was too painful for me to handle.
Up till now, I couldnt bring myself to forget what happened that very day. When I see the impact you made both physically and mentally, I couldnt help but seeing the images flashing through my mind. I couldnt help but to feel the sharp pain in my heart. I couldnt help but to tear. I couldnt help... Those impact you made were too deep. I am affected, deeply affected.
Will things ever be the same again? Will time heal everything?
Hah, I can be a script writer liao.
Friday, May 02, 2008
HELLO!
28th April 2008 Monday
Didnt blog a proper one cos I was busy with school. Almost coming home late everyday, like earliest is reaching home at 8 or 9 plus? HAHAHAHA. And a blog without photos are so boring okay, so I have the whole chunk of outdated and latest photos to post here. I dont know if I can post everything here, but I try okay! Maybe have to wait next entry if I'm really tired.... LOL
Had a long day on Monday, and I can nearly die. Monday are usually such a long day, and that includes Tuesday and Thursday! Sigh... But its ok, I have great companion. HEHEHE. After lesson, decided to wait for Baby cos I end at 6 while he ends at 7. Decided to meet him for dinner then. Christina and Yiling had project discussion, then SaSa and Dirty wanna wait for friends, so we just sit outside lecture threatre and play. HAHAHA sounds like we are still kids. I am young at heart *ahem*
This is damn funny. Its our natural reaction. HAHA.
With SaSa and Dirty.
I resemble the octopus that she always draw on my book. That's why she loves me so much. HAHAHAHAHAH.
sMELly and Dirty. HAHAHAHA
With Ah gu, Smelly and Mike Boy!
Nice blurblur effect. I like!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. Looks like I'm lying on his legs.
Ah Gu with Yiling.
Xiao Di [ah gu] with Dirty. HAHAHAH.
Me with Dirty!
With Ah Gu!
Tsk, Scandal!
Really cmi...
HAHAHAHA THE END!
29th April 2008 Tuesday
I wanna announce that Ah gu played monopoly and went to Jail 7 times within 1 hour. HAHAHAHAHAHA :D
Lesson ended at 2pm cos there's no practical for this week. Need to wait for Baby then go Dancesport together but DS starts at 6.30pm so I am damn free! Then headed to penisula with Ah Gu cos he wanna buy his "Bai Yi Tian Shi" pants. I can die on the way cos he kept making me laugh like crazy luh. He keep forcing me to play "Hai Dao" or "Hai Lang" with him. LOL.
And he tried a pants, then show me how tight it is, and I keep laughing cos he told me like tsunami. HAHAHAHAHA :D Then he accompany me back to school. I was early so I went library to rot while waiting for Baby.
30th April 2008 Wednesday
Invited Baby to join my classmates for monopoly and Heartattack session. I keep laughing like crazy luh. KatKat was damn fast at thinking luh. Me, Baby and her same level. And when she starts laughing, I will follow her and laugh. Really cannot stand her. HAHAHAHAH.
Baby waited for me to end lesson then headed to cp. Had a nice short chatting session with him after dinner. Although he's tired, but he still wait for me and accompanied me to go cp. A promise is a promise :) Thank you and I appreciated it. LOVE YA LOTS LOTS LOTS!!!
1st April 2008 Thursday
Its Labour Day and I am so happy because there is no lesson, but I met up with my mates for project discussion. After that went Bukit Timah Plaze for lunch/dinner then headed to Jurong Point with Mike and Christina. Ah gu said wanna come, in the end leh, ps us :( Mel went ahead to meet her friends after discussion and Yiling went missing before the discussion could even start. Fer last min say cant come. Sigh...
Asked Baby out cos my stuffs ended early but he wasnt free as he was outside too. Asked Ah Bao cos she keep complaining I never call her out liao, in the end she also not free. LOL. So decided to head JP with mates as I dont wanna go home.
Roam around JP and played acarde. HAHAHAHA. Thanks mates for the fun :)
Couldnt meet up with Baby even though its our 4th month, but I will meet you soon on Sat. With much much much lovesssssss okie! Miss ya!!!
There's more overdued photos, but slowly okay, no mood to post any pictures already... Update soon :)
Didnt blog a proper one cos I was busy with school. Almost coming home late everyday, like earliest is reaching home at 8 or 9 plus? HAHAHAHA. And a blog without photos are so boring okay, so I have the whole chunk of outdated and latest photos to post here. I dont know if I can post everything here, but I try okay! Maybe have to wait next entry if I'm really tired.... LOL
Had a long day on Monday, and I can nearly die. Monday are usually such a long day, and that includes Tuesday and Thursday! Sigh... But its ok, I have great companion. HEHEHE. After lesson, decided to wait for Baby cos I end at 6 while he ends at 7. Decided to meet him for dinner then. Christina and Yiling had project discussion, then SaSa and Dirty wanna wait for friends, so we just sit outside lecture threatre and play. HAHAHA sounds like we are still kids. I am young at heart *ahem*
This is damn funny. Its our natural reaction. HAHA.
With SaSa and Dirty.
I resemble the octopus that she always draw on my book. That's why she loves me so much. HAHAHAHAHAH.
sMELly and Dirty. HAHAHAHA
With Ah gu, Smelly and Mike Boy!
Nice blurblur effect. I like!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. Looks like I'm lying on his legs.
Ah Gu with Yiling.
Xiao Di [ah gu] with Dirty. HAHAHAH.
Me with Dirty!
With Ah Gu!
Tsk, Scandal!
Really cmi...
HAHAHAHA THE END!
29th April 2008 Tuesday
I wanna announce that Ah gu played monopoly and went to Jail 7 times within 1 hour. HAHAHAHAHAHA :D
Lesson ended at 2pm cos there's no practical for this week. Need to wait for Baby then go Dancesport together but DS starts at 6.30pm so I am damn free! Then headed to penisula with Ah Gu cos he wanna buy his "Bai Yi Tian Shi" pants. I can die on the way cos he kept making me laugh like crazy luh. He keep forcing me to play "Hai Dao" or "Hai Lang" with him. LOL.
And he tried a pants, then show me how tight it is, and I keep laughing cos he told me like tsunami. HAHAHAHAHA :D Then he accompany me back to school. I was early so I went library to rot while waiting for Baby.
30th April 2008 Wednesday
Invited Baby to join my classmates for monopoly and Heartattack session. I keep laughing like crazy luh. KatKat was damn fast at thinking luh. Me, Baby and her same level. And when she starts laughing, I will follow her and laugh. Really cannot stand her. HAHAHAHAH.
Baby waited for me to end lesson then headed to cp. Had a nice short chatting session with him after dinner. Although he's tired, but he still wait for me and accompanied me to go cp. A promise is a promise :) Thank you and I appreciated it. LOVE YA LOTS LOTS LOTS!!!
1st April 2008 Thursday
Its Labour Day and I am so happy because there is no lesson, but I met up with my mates for project discussion. After that went Bukit Timah Plaze for lunch/dinner then headed to Jurong Point with Mike and Christina. Ah gu said wanna come, in the end leh, ps us :( Mel went ahead to meet her friends after discussion and Yiling went missing before the discussion could even start. Fer last min say cant come. Sigh...
Asked Baby out cos my stuffs ended early but he wasnt free as he was outside too. Asked Ah Bao cos she keep complaining I never call her out liao, in the end she also not free. LOL. So decided to head JP with mates as I dont wanna go home.
Roam around JP and played acarde. HAHAHAHA. Thanks mates for the fun :)
Couldnt meet up with Baby even though its our 4th month, but I will meet you soon on Sat. With much much much lovesssssss okie! Miss ya!!!
There's more overdued photos, but slowly okay, no mood to post any pictures already... Update soon :)
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